three years now. three years since the earth lost one of the brightest stars in the sky. it seems like yesterday all the daily visits to your house. it seems like yesterday all the cups of teas we drank and all the fun moments we had. But it ALSO seems like yesterday when i heard the news that you had left this earth and gone to live a blessed and eternal afterlife with gramps. Three years later, i still miss you, and i still wish i could have said a proper goodbye. to not be able to say goodbye to you properly is something i will always regret. To end, i want to quote the last word i ever said to you Nan 'i'll see you soon Nan, i love you so much'